1. |
Home Again
05:26
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thought it was
understood
I thought everything
works the way it should
but I was wrong
don't know why
don't know how
and I don't think I will
ever figure it out
and I wanna go home
home again
can't go home again
everything is different
and I can't go home again
home again
can't go home again
can't move space and time won't bend
and I can't go home again
good things come
to those who wait
I waited forever and
things are not so great
guess I waited too long
now I don't want
to see it through
it's no use having dreams
if they don't come true
just wanna go home
home again
can't go home again
the world will change until the end
and I can't go home again
home again
can't go home again
go back to where it all began
but I can't go home again
home again
can't go home again
can't go back in time my friend
and I can't go home again
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2. |
Song For You
03:30
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I'm sorry that I never wrote a song for you
you wouldn't have liked it if I did
all my songs are about how things make me feel
you always only made me feel dumb
I'm sorry I never had anything to say
when you told me how I let you down
you'd only listen for ammunition for our next argument
that I know I never would have won
sorry I don't understand why
you thought I would change
sorry I wanted to stay the same
sorry that I made it hard for
you to go away
sorry that I wanted you to stay
I'm sorry that I never wrote a song for you
and I'm sorry that I wrote this one
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3. |
Would Have Stayed
04:41
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last time we spoke I was out of my head
I don't remember anything that I said
if I had known I would never see you again
I would have told you how much I needed a friend
I never thought about taking a chance
ruin a friendship for a failed romance
but then you left and it all was out of my hands
in and out of your life so incredibly fast
problems that I didn't see
you kept your distance from me
but I don't blame you
I was insane
but if I thought you'd be back
I would have stayed
last time I saw you was quite a surprise
I was so preoccupied with your eyes
they were more beautiful than I had ever realized
ever since I cannot get you out of my mind
you have appeared in a lot of my dreams
I overanalyze what it could mean
either our souls are subconsciously forming a link
or I just thought of you right before I fell asleep
you're not there when I wake up
maybe I miss you too much
when I left you were
so far away
but if I thought you'd be back
I would have stayed
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4. |
Speculate
03:02
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guess I should've already known
thought I wouldn't have to ask
certainly didn't wanna find out last
guess I didn't want to admit
it was never gonna work
bet I really look like a jerk
took a long time to figure out
I was being played for fool
no wonder I couldn't ever keep my cool
maybe I should have mentioned
my doubt and apprehension
maybe this could have been avoided
instead I quietly destroyed it
everybody's gonna speculate
that's just how it's gonna go
I will always be the only one who knows
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5. |
Haven't Been
03:23
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6. |
Move On
04:31
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7. |
Never Ever
04:38
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never ever try to argue
never wanna waste my time
nothing I could ever say
would change your mind
never ever saw things my way
never ever even tried
there will never come a day
when you realize
no one ever did believe you
never came as a surprise
nobody was ever really
on your side
never ever again
will I try to pretend
that I'm wrong and you're right
just to avoid a fight
never understood why you would
ever let it go to waste
unless you never wanted it
in the first place
never ever thought I'd be so
easy to manipulate
never know if anything is
real or fake
never ever would be different
it'll never be the same
never ever thought that it would
end this way
never ever again
will I have to defend
my dignity and pride
when I know that I'm right
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8. |
Behind
04:01
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I left it all behind
all that I ever wanted
had so much more in mind
turns out my mind was haunted
I left it all behind
I left it all behind
I never could afford it
now I don't have the time
I'll never go back for it
I left it all behind
I left it all behind
all that I thought I needed
it was so hard to find
and then I couldn't keep it
I left it all behind
I left it all behind
not what I had intended
it wasn't really mine
so I could not defend it
I left it all behind
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9. |
Memory
04:02
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memory doesn't seem
to accurately recall anything
I'm not sure what occurred
I don't remember or it's all a blur
thought I knew what was true
but it was only from my point of view
never got what I sought
so maybe it's better that I forgot
memory fails me
I don't remember how it used to be
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10. |
Over
03:15
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I've given up on us finding
a middle ground
let's dissolute this affiliation
we are both done with this bridge so
let's burn it down
there's no reconciliation
I have done all that I could do
nothing was ever good enough for you
I used to hope that we could see it through
now I'm just glad that it's over
I have accepted the fact
that it didn't last
I know nothing good is forever
I know there must have been times
when it wasn't bad
those I can't seem to remember
if love didn't save us
it probably
was never love to begin with
with that in mind now I realize
that this is the
only way it could have ended
it was the hardest thing to do
but nothing ever was simple with you
you never saw my point of view
now I'm just glad that it's over
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11. |
No Wonder
06:09
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I lived most of my life
without ever feeling alive
no wonder it feels like I'm out of time
I'm afraid to change
and afraid that I'm always the same
no wonder it feels like I am to blame
if I can't love myself
then I can't love anybody else
no wonder it feels like no one can tell
I accept the loss
now I'm left all alone with my thoughts
no wonder it feels like I'm better off
I knew all along
that eventually it would be gone
no wonder it feels like I wasn't wrong
if I can't love myself
then I can't love anybody else
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Sleepy Seahorse Colorado
half-man/half-machine, formerly obscure, currently unknown, one-member collective
recording and/or performing for no one in particular, in this capacity, since 2011
based on a true story
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