1. |
Rabbit Holes
05:57
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all night long
falling down
rabbit holes
whoops
sorry
start thinking about something
can't stop thinking about it
won't let it go though I know
I'm better off without it
compulsively obsessing about
obsessive compulsions
don't really know if I'm
really feeling real emotions
in between alternate timelines
this is not even my real life
look I know how
ridiculous it sounds
but what if this is
really all a simulation
quickly rendered to
resemble a town
but every day
it's just the same
old boring
conversations
it's something I
shouldn't worry about
another rabbit hole
I shouldn't go down
another rabbit hole
another rabbit hole
I wasn't supposed to figure out
another rabbit hole
I shouldn't go down
start thinking about something
can't stop thinking about it
can't stop thinking about it
thinking about it
thinking about it
can't stop can't stop
stop it
sorry
can't stop thinking
sorry
can't stop thinking
sorry
stop thinking
sorry
can't stop
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
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2. |
Get 2 DeChoppa
02:51
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run
get 2 dechoppa now
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3. |
This Illusion
05:47
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do you seem to believe this illusion
more than the normal amount?
are we so deep in shallow confusion
that we're confused what it's about?
we never realize that anything happens
unless it happens to end
full of awkward and weird interactions
still we're not sure if we're still friends
we don't know if we know if it's over
until it's already done
and it wasn't until we were older
when we realized we were so young
when it goes around
i assume it will soon come back around
when it doesn't i feel like a sad clown
silly smile is upside down
there is no easy way to make it harder
no lie is never untrue
it's annoying that nobody's bothered
no way around except straight through
we forgot everything we remember
always end up at the start
maybe manage to keep it together
even as we're drifting apart
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4. |
Let's Get Awkward
04:34
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"he's more machine now than man
twisted and awkward" (- old ben)
let's get awkward obscure and unpopular
i'm so awkward obscure and unpopular
this is awkward
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5. |
Actin' A Fool
03:51
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don't have a clue
what i'm doin'
wastin' all my time
wonderin' what happened
to all my time
and i don't know who
i think i'm foolin’
because i'm
the only one
who's actin' a fool
and i don't
know why
nothing ever
turns out quite
the way i would
have liked
guess it kinda feels
like none of this
is even real
so what is the
big deal?
but i don't know
what i would do
if i didn't
spend all of my time
straight actin' a fool
i spend a lot of time
gettin' foolish and i'm
actin' a fool
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6. |
Part Of The Show
05:06
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i'm giving up giving a fuck about it
i'm insecure and full of fear without it
whether i do or don't i'm damned
i knew you wouldn't understand
why does it seem like everyone's against me?
passive aggressive simultaneously
if you're not sure if i'm for real
well then you know just how i feel
yeah i don't know what's part of the show
constantly making it confusing
trying too hard to be amusing
i used to like it now i fucking hate it
i don't remember how i got so jaded
i'm getting better every day
wait bitter's what i meant to say
i thought the humor would help ease the tension
and i'll admit i wanted your attention
i may have laid it on too thick
now everyone thinks i'm a dick
i don't know what's part of the show
either i'm blazing a new trail
or it's an epic fucking fail
or it's a little bit of both
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7. |
Loopin' Thru
06:22
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never mind's eye
never smelled so fine
lemon lime light
lunch pale moon lit party time
custom shape shift
make shit look alive
mention space ships
lasers and the like
up all fucking night
shiver in the fright
getting all up in
all of my sins
stay a fucking wake
what's it gonna take?
loopin' thru the same
clues in my brain
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8. |
Anxiety [Theme]
04:22
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\\\\ aw yeah, i'm about to hit y'all up with some truth ... but like don't worry about me or anything like that ... this is the tone i'm going for ... it's supposed a moody song and shit ya know what i mean ... yeah ... all up in the minor keys ... yeah ... check it check it out... sleepy seahorse ////
i got anxiety
a nervous feeling that is
always up inside of me
i can’t deny it’s why
i seem a little strange
thought i’d beat it when
i reached a certain age
but it won’t go quietly
and it sure ain’t gonna
disappur entirely
the prescription medication
that i'm taking
ain't alleviating shit
because i feel the fucking same
i got anxiety
\\\\ aw yeah ... know what i'm sayin?.. i mean did i adjust the levels accordingly?.. can you understand the words?.. or do you need a lyric sheet? ////
i got anxiety
and try to function as
a member of society
it’s entirely too easy
to be stressed instead
of breezy when i’m
short of breath and dizzy
and my physiology’s irregular
and i haven’t even
been on any painkillers
but i’m thinking there’s a link
between the shitty
thoughts i think and
my body chemistry
which is commonally
called anxiety
i worry too much about anxiety
i’m having trouble sleeping at nighety
2am and i’m up for a bite to eat
gotta tiptoe around the house quietly
because i’m tired but wired
my milk is expired
and damn yo i wanted some cereals
there’s a new fucking flavor of cheerios
got some cuz i’m motherfuckin curious
but also motherfuckin delirious
got distracted by my overactive brain
telling me that i should be ashamed
because i'm falling for corporate marketing
you see the new flavor costs more money but
it looks more delicious than honey nut
second guessing myself
as i walk right past the milk
anxiety ain't fuckin funny
what?
\\\\ yeah ... that's just one example ... kind of an oddly specific example now that i think about it ... but uh ... hopefully i got my point across ... about how ... you know ... i just ... i got anxiety ////
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9. |
Allrite Laterz
05:04
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Wanna make things clear
don't know what the fuck i'm doing here
don't know who i think i'm foolin'
feeling all rite
goin' motherfuckin' out tonite
what is every body doin'?
don't get out much
but i don't wanna be lame and such
so i'm up for something cray
once again i realize
i don't have a fuckin' social life
i told my wife i wouldn't stay too late
think i'm gonna take off
guessin' you have probably
had about enough huh?
i think i better jet
if this is as lively
as it's gonna get
feelin' kinda weird
so i'm makin' like a tree
and getting out of here
all rite laters
all rite laters
all rite laters
all rite laters
all rite laters
all rite laters
all rite
laters
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Sleepy Seahorse Colorado
half-man/half-machine, formerly obscure, currently unknown, one-member collective
recording and/or performing for no one in particular, in this capacity, since 2011
based on a true story
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